(this is not going to be a happy post but I need to get this out)
Im sorry... Its been a month.. I know. but Im feeling so defeated right now I want to cry.
Since I have started I have lost 3 lbs.
Im going to the gym 3 times a week for at least 2hrs... and the f***ing scale hasn't gone below 270. I want to scream and yell and throw things.. but mostly I want to quit.
I have been doing this for over a year... and the numbers havent gone down.
Last time I went to the Dr he did all the bloodwork and my thyroid came back "Well within normal levels"....
I have never had an issue loosing weight before.
Im busy.. im going to the gym.. I have been way better with my eating.... and still... CRAP.
I have been fighting off tears for the last hour... I dont want the kids to see this.
