Ok well I wish I had a good reason... but all I can say is that life got out of hand.
Things got a little hectic between doing relief for babies, being sick, everyone else being sick, more relief, school started, potty training break throughs... and the a big back slide.
And in all of this I have reaslized something.... I sabbotaged myself.
About a month ago I weighed myself and I had finally broken through to 249.. it was an awsome feeling... then about a week later I screwed it up. It was like I got the taste of success, had everyone saying what a great job I was doing.... so I went the other way again.
WHY do I do this to myself???? Like seriously??
I know I can do better.
I know I can get this weight off.
But Im messing it up and I swear Im doing it to myself.
So very very frustrating.
I am annoyed at myself... to put it mildly.
But Im not going to get down on myself about it because that wont help anything. (and it just puts me in a really bad mood.. which is no fun for anyway.
SO lets get back on track.
NO MORE excuses. Just hard work and determination and stop eating crap.
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